What ONL Gave Me That I Was Not Expecting
I signed up for ONL with fairly clear expectations. I wanted to learn more about online learning design, pick up some practical tools, and think more carefully about how to bring my teaching into digital spaces. All of that happened. But the thing I am walking away with that I did not expect, and that has stayed with me most, is a different way of thinking about collaboration itself.
Our PBL group did not start smoothly. The early sessions had that familiar awkwardness of people being professionally polite with each other, waiting to see who would take initiative, being careful not to say the wrong thing. There were moments of misalignment, some frustration, and a few weeks where the energy felt low. I noticed myself doing what I suspect most people do in those situations, contributing enough to keep things moving without fully investing, hedging against the possibility that it would not come together.
And then, gradually, it did. I am still not entirely sure what changed. Something about shared struggle, probably. You go through enough uncertain moments with a group of people and you either drift apart or you build something. We built something. By the final weeks the conversations felt different, more honest, more willing to sit with disagreement, more interested in each other’s thinking than in producing a tidy output.
What I want to carry into my own teaching is that same willingness to design for the messy, slow, human parts of learning, not just the content architecture. It is tempting to focus on the materials, the platform, the structure of a course, because those feel controllable. What is harder to design for, and more important, is the environment where students feel safe enough to not know things, to ask the uncomfortable question, to disagree with each other productively. That does not happen by accident. It has to be built, and it takes longer than one week.
ONL was not always comfortable, but it was honest. I think that is probably the highest compliment I can give a course.